"Sermons in noise"
Shooting dystopia since 1980

"Sermons in noise"
Shooting dystopia since 1980

The gospel

MARIAN THE BARBARIAN AND GOOSE 666

Marion Anderson

I met Marion when she moved to Los Angeles from San Francisco to start a band with my friend and bandmate Daniel. From the very beginning, she was one of the sweetest people I had ever known. There was a kindness in her that felt genuine and effortless.


When I came back from tour and was struggling to find work, she went out of her way to help me. She would have me come clean her house and would always overpay me, just so I could buy food and cigarettes and get by for a while. It wasn’t just generosity—it was the quiet way she looked out for people she cared about.


We spent a lot of time talking about music, but also about the harder parts of life—the things that shape you. We shared stories about trauma, about the past, about trying to find our place in the world. Those conversations meant more to me than she probably ever realized.


At a time when things in my band were getting tense and uncertain, Marion was the one who suggested that I start doing my own thing. She believed in me when I wasn’t sure I believed in myself. Her encouragement helped give me the confidence to step out on my own for the first time.


Out of everyone I’ve known, I probably knew Marion for the shortest amount of time. But somehow the impact she had on my life feels much larger than the time we shared. I still think about her often, and I miss her very much.


LAST FAST RIDE

A documentary honoring the life and legacy of Marion, a punk rock icon whose spirit continues to inspire.


Goose 666

Gus was absolutely fearless, and that’s one of the things I loved and admired most about him.


He was many things to me. He was my bandmate, my roommate, and my friend. But Gus wore many other hats too. He was a father. A skateboarder. A snowboarder. An endlessly meticulous motorcycle mechanic and enthusiast. He was an inventor, a photographer… and, somewhat hilariously, a bit of a fashionista.


But more than anything, Gus had opinions about everything. Religion, politics, philosophy, machines, art—nothing was off limits. And he didn’t keep those thoughts to himself. He loved to talk, debate, and share what he knew. Whether you agreed with him or not didn’t really matter; the point was the conversation. Gus was curious about the world, and he wanted the people around him to think about it too.


For a guy who spent plenty of time covered in grease from working on motorcycles, he could also turn around and have a deep conversation about life, ideas, or whatever strange topic had caught his interest that day. That was just part of who he was.


One of the things he always told me was not to be afraid to try things. Whenever I hesitated or doubted myself, he’d say, “What’s the worst that could happen? You fall on your face? It won’t kill you. And at best, you might actually succeed.”


That was Gus—fearless, thoughtful, stubbornly curious, and always encouraging people to take a chance.


He had a way of pushing people to step outside their comfort zones simply by reminding them that fear didn’t have to control them. That mindset stayed with me long after those conversations were over.


Gus was an absolutely wonderful person, and I’m grateful that I had the chance to know him. He changed my life, and I’ll always carry that with me.


THE HUSTLERS LIVE

This footage shows The Hustlers performing live at Club Mesa in Costa Mesa, California in 1998.

Believed to be the only surviving video of The Hustlers, the performance features Goose 666, Gultchy Amore, Rosanna Curtale, and Jim Norris.


The performance was filmed by Heather Reager, capturing a rare piece of Orange County punk history.


https://youtu.be/R9TdehpK2uU?si=1peumumbUOpp1oKE




Without these people in my life, I don’t think I would have ever had the courage—or even the idea—to step out on my own and start playing in my own bands. They helped me believe in something I hadn’t quite believed in myself yet.


Their encouragement, their friendship, and the example they set stayed with me long after those moments had passed. In many ways, the path I eventually took started with them.


I owe them a debt of gratitude that I could never truly repay. All I can do is carry what they gave me forward, and remember them with love and respect.


The wiggler
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